How did it happen
That I would stand here at the rail
Looking down at liars and thieves
Years ago a gawky teenager stood here
Looking at the empty chamber with reverence
Now I stand again, different
After a day at work, eyes gritty and tired
I look at the clock, raise my fist
And scream
Surrounded by armed cops
Behind me, around me,
My children waiting for me at home
They lie, these men and women, they would kill me
With their lies, if they could
They will kill my sisters, in their suits, with their pinched faces
I started screaming at a quarter to midnight
I am screaming still
Thirty years ago I walked across the lawn
And looked up at a pink dome
I have since danced on the steps, knocked on the doors
Held the signs and marched and still
Screaming until my chest ached
And my throat rasped
The cops watched and I threw back my head
When my voice was dying and louder
Louder
There is no end
To the strength of my voice
The next day at work
My voice a raw whisper I read
They called us an unruly mob
With distain as if
In this land of the free unruly
Is the worst thing you could be
Murderers in dark suits and pinched faces
Unruly inked upon my heart
I will forever remain
Unruly